just want you to knw who i am if only fate allows ; but fate dont
Hehs ! Today was a really not bad day ?
did not run morining jog in the morning.
leg very pain.urghhs ! tmr got training ! ahhs.
thn during eng lessons today right
when ms zhuang said sumthng abt
" always look on the bright side of life "-advertsistment
yarrs.thn our whole class started singing the song softly
like so united ! for a moment i even 4got sumone i hate in there
its was lyk darm nice ! haha.e.lit was fun ?
went com.lab.but air-con not working.main com also got probs
so we go com on our ownfor epebbles do some stuff.
thn right of course we all went online.fun larh !
thts all i think ?! oyah. Daphne brought Brownies!!!
five ghosts,cai and loo were all eating during recess.
Yumm!!! so delicious lorh ! the choco tenderness melting in my mouth !
hahahas. Jealous ? ate during lessons also. So nice larh !
hope huiyu bring the chocos tmr.she never brng today.Boohs ! :(
but ate brownies today !
and on the way home.
i thought of wht present to give someone adi !
hope it touches her ! if someone give me tht
i will be so touch ! thought of tht for a long time
hope she appreciates !
end here adi.go do hmk !-not tht excited act.
;my saviour; he's in me
Monday, April 26
5:59 pm
I give up trying ;
i tried so hard to find a chance to see you
I tried so hard to find a chance to talk to you
I tried so hard to have a date with you
I tried so hard to forget abt you
I tried so hard to get you out of my mind;
But in the end ;
all of these went down the drain.
the harder i tried to have a chance to see you
the harder i tried to have a chance to talk to you
the harder i tried to to have a chance to go out wif you
the harder i tried to forget abt you
the harder i tried to get you out of my mind
the more i thnk abt you
the more i want you to stay in my mind
the lesser chance i have to see you
the lesser chance i have to tok to you
the lesser chance i have to go out with you
so im leaving verything to god;
leaving verythng to fate;
leaving vrythng to life
as im sick of trying.
if fate allows ;
i will get to have a chance to those all those with you.
most importantly;
i have a chance to watch the stars with you.
but if fate allows as when the more you expected it to happen the more it wun happened
but whn the more you unexpected it to happen,it will happens
;my saviour; he's in me
If fate allows,I wana watch the stars with you
Leaving everythg to fate ;
i knw no matter how hard i tried ;
and if god disagree, i dun have a try
Leaving verythng to fate now
Yum yum !!! muching in chocos now !
was thnking abt it all art lesson and till the end of the day
me and huiyu were toking abt wht chocos we lke.
and my saliva was nearly dripping larh.
i was lk-u knw i lke the royce chocos.So nice ! but vry ex ?!
thn she was lk huh ? ht royce.suntec got one.
thn she was OH! tht one.I have alot at hm but i dun really lk it .
i was so surprised larh.It was lk darn nice ? and ex ? she is such a rich kid.
dunnoe how to enjoy nice stuff . Sia. thn i asked her to brng tmr let me eat !
she agreed ! hahas. hope she brng .! lking forward to it !
Imagine the chocos melting in ur mouth.the tenderness !
slowly going through ur throat !- jus thnking make me so hungry !
_____________________
Today had 6 rnds napfa !
timing no gd larh compared to alot of ppl !
lk huiyu and winnie !- senior
hers is lk so fast 11 mins lk tht.mine ? Hiaz.
sprained my leg muscles aft tht ? cant work properly ?
now can adi larh.have headache also ? Sia. Dunnoe was it ystd queing up !
thn had maths.thn yarrs.normal stuff.!
thts all i thnk ! my chocos ! i hope huiyu rem to brng tmr !
I cant wait ! but still have loads of hmk to do !
;my saviour; he's in me
Sunday, April 25
9:59 pm
Love is kind ; somehow
im happy todays !!!
(: hahas.lalala.
recovered adi !
just want to say and how can i forget tht
i went out ystd and saw lots of thngs i wanted to buy !
shall save money for tht like lorraine koh.
or maybe i shld score well im my exams and ask my mama to buy for me ; lyk
lorraine koh !
I saw CynDi wang today !!!
wooke up at 9 today.
bathe and smelt fresh.
went amk macs to eat breakfst.
waited for ann-marie.
after she came, we took mrt to dobby ghaut.
But I saw 2 unexpected ppl today.
Firstly, i saw my cousin at dobby ghaut mrt.
she was so surprised to see me !
thn i saw ms lau in the car when on our way to amk mrt.
car plate : 8015
haha.purposely remember so can go and sabo her.
madness right.I dun care.
thn we went to plaza sing the front plaza to wait for cyndi.
alot of ppl were there adi ! We sat there from 1130 - 0315
So long lorh. We bought in total 3 large coke larh while waiting.
Ate potato chips.thn had a long talk wif ann-marie.
i just realised sumtink tht i thought it was true for so long
but turn out to be a total fake.
I realised alot after toking to her.
had a lot of meaning.start to accept fate.
thn cyndi came at 0315! supp to come at 0300
so da pai.late for 15mins
but its worth waiting to see her
thn vrybody started to squeeze infront.
pushing all over. me and ann-marie kept tip-toeing to see her.
cause loads of tall ppl were infront of us.and act those ppl who were at the back of us squeezed all the way to the front !?
idiot larh.so unfair.took nt clear pics of her.
thn whn those pl infront raise their posters.ppl at the back started to shout OOI ?! PUT DOWN LARH ! haha.so funny.thn we were lyk urmm.dots.
thn waited1 hour lyk tht to let her sign my disc.whn i saw her upclose she was so prettty ! and so polite summore !we act planned to say she very pretty to her just now but thn i got cold feet but ann-marie still say ! she was lyk
thnks alot-in chinese.thn smile so sweetly !Luvherlotslarh
father pick me up frm there afterwards to send me to church.
learnt alot frm church also! hahas. learn alot today.
went to the foodcourt below to eat.had porriage.no appetiate.
have 6 rnds tmr ! very scared leh.height and weight also.
and did i mention. we were under the sun so long till my skin is sun-burn and so redd !!!so hot also ! and my leg muscles hurt.how am i gonna run tmr ?
Sia.nvm.supp to have pos attitude frm now on.
Laura: I want to tok to you ! have alot to pour out to you .Can we tok sumday ?yarrs ?(: `hug you tight tight
;my saviour; he's in me
Saturday, April 24
6:07 pm
I hate you but I love you
hello! so long never blog adi .
busy larh.had ups and downs?
yeahhs.hope all of u r doing well ?
So sad today larh.
had training today.
thn went yu ai hse to eat with lorraine and jingyu
thn went out to orchard.walk to alot of places.:)
but thn lter cause somthng happen______
thn i felt down and down and down.
was quiet all the way back frm somerset mrt to sembawang mrt.
nearly wnted to break dwn after verybody left ?
thn went home.brokedwn in the toilet.
aiayh hu cares whether i cry anot ?
sick! sorry got a lousy entry tody ?
yarrs.got tuition lter. hope i can cancell it ?
dun feel lyk going ?
going to wang cyndi autograph session tmr .
hope i can go happily ?
i am jealous of_____.
i hate______.
i luv_______.
Is my expectations too high?
;my saviour; he's in me
Saturday, April 17
10:10 pm
How can i get you to notice that i want you
My heart's on fire with desire 'cause i love you
There's no time for waiting, begging, i would tell you
So there's no doubt, i'll spell it, come give it to me
Come give your love to me
You've turned the spark of my love into a raging flame
And now i need to convince you to feel the same
So don't you stay over there talkin' 'bout the way i feel
'cause, baby, talk is cheap, actions speaks louder than words
Hey baby love, just don't make me wait
For you, i'm so weak
You know i'll do anything it takes, so i beg you please
BLUE HSE WON !!!!
hahas.Yupps.YAYS! ((((:
so happy and elated!
So nervous when they were annoucing the result.
me,audrey and joanne were like holding hands when they say the results.thn when they say red hse were second.we were jumping like siao and cheering.
no whn they say blue hse won, we were jumping and cheering very loudly and even worse! So happy lorh.thn hug audrey! hahas.YAYYS.BLUE Hse Won!
WE are the champion! my friend! so excited tht time.Hia.wish was just now now.u noe like the qi fen.yapps.
when j8 wif ppl to buy file be4 sports day. buut didnt realli buy?
dunnoe also.Hiayah still thinking abt the sports day.Sia
BLUEHSEWONBluehseWONBLUEHSEWONBLUEHSEWON!!!!!!!!!!
saw alot of old ppl today like elainelow,wenhang,linette,vanessa,hui na,zeena and lots more. yupps.LUV TODAY !!!
Hope we can continue to take champs next year!
;my saviour; he's in me
How can i get you to notice that i want you
My heart's on fire with desire 'cause i love you
There's no time for waiting, begging, i would tell you
So there's no doubt, i'll spell it, come give it to me
Come give your love to me
You've turned the spark of my love into a raging flame
And now i need to convince you to feel the same
So don't you stay over there talkin' 'bout the way i feel
'cause, baby, talk is cheap, actions speaks louder than words
Hey baby love, just don't make me wait
For you, i'm so weak
You know i'll do anything it takes, so i beg you please
BLUE HSE WON !!!!
hahas.Yupps.YAYS! ((((:
so happy and elated!
So nervous when they were annoucing the result.
me,audrey and joanne were like holding hands when they say the results.thn when they say red hse were second.we were jumping like siao and cheering.
no whn they say blue hse won, we were jumping and cheering very loudly and even worse! So happy lorh.thn hug audrey! hahas.YAYYS.BLUE Hse Won!
WE are the champion! my friend! so excited tht time.Hia.wish was just now now.u noe like the qi fen.yapps.
when j8 wif ppl to buy file be4 sports day. buut didnt realli buy?
dunnoe also.Hiayah still thinking abt the sports day.Sia
BLUEHSEWONBluehseWONBLUEHSEWONBLUEHSEWON!!!!!!!!!!
saw alot of old ppl today like elainelow,wenhang,linette,vanessa,hui na,zeena and lots more. yupps.LUV TODAY !!!
Hope we can continue to take champs next year!
;my saviour; he's in me
Friday, April 16
11:28 pm
Life is so unfair ; i cant get the thng i want?!
Boo. :( Hate everythng larh /
Life is in a TOTAL mess ; hate you when you are ______________
;my saviour; he's in me
Realise im not gd enough for you;hate you;luv you;shit you :(
hia.so long never blog liao.issit.i nt sure.
tdy got maths test.not bad larh.
thn 'cause me daphne ann marie and stacey were sitting one row so we were like copy here and there.Haha so funny. now thnk of it.
I like my place! (: -nice the five ghost decided to put a leave on our head to represent us for the whole training?hahas.funni.
thn had trng.was not tht fun.and daphne were like feeling so shitified.
cause we were like old girls thn we were put in the new girls place like tht.Hiaz.Last time wanted to go there so much but thn regretted?
So me and daph are trying to train harder to be in sch team?But it all depends on fate?Not sure.Sia. Realize somthng during training.
Felt relly bad and sad.But nvm larh.thn had tuition.too bad sumtink missing durin tuition.My motivation.Funni.tmr have sports day! nt tht exciting act?
Yeah.But i thnk alot of old ppl coming back like sam! hahas.yupps.going j8 with some of the ejs tmr to buy our file!yupps!
i want to be wif you
;my saviour; he's in me
Wednesday, April 14
9:31 pm
Hiaz.
Dun really feel like blogging today/ ):
dunnoe why but sud feel down these few days
maybe its the hot weather?
hope so.had to do compo durin chi lesson?
so lin shi lorh.and more BAD news abt the who.
dun feel like saying.
had training.
ran 1 1/2 rnds thn did shuttles and sprinting.
meyuaiaudrey were laughing.Got scolded by laura.
sia.thn did dunnoe wht.
was so frustrated by some ppl.
so AA!Wadever!thn went wif the seniors to eat douhua.
went hm wif jingyu.very funni.dunnow why.
tempt me wif the choco larh! Fine!
hahas.yupps.thts all i guess.
[feeling down and u are not here]
Another day pass
less lessons
less time of seeing the boring teachers
less thngs are in my head
as i try hard to squeeze all the info in my head
but it just go in one year and come out the other
Another day pass
freedom is getting closer to me
exams are drawing nearer
less time of being wif friends
less time of being eif ppl i luv
Another day pass
time to see u silently in the crowd
is now already within my reach
time to spent wif you is decreasing
time to muster my courage to tell
you i luv you is fading
Another day pass
watching you painfully
out of the corner
has become a bad habit of mine
Another day pass
jus wana tell you i luv you
why issit tht hard to come out of my mouth
when dark falls and stars come out
crying for you
has become a regular habit
happening every night
but happy during the day
crying for you
;my saviour; he's in me
Tuesday, April 13
5:05 pm
So near yet so far
I just thought that I'd let you know
that although I'm far
I'm close to you within
and all the time spent by your side
is taken deep in me
held for me to keep
to look upon when I'm feeling like
everything and one
is hurting me for something or other
it takes me to a better place
nowhere I'd rather go
thought I'd let you know
Who you are
What you do
Makes me burn to be in you
(be in you)
Who you are
And what you do
I'm burning to be in you
I just thought that I'd let you know
Being near you is
A gift I only wish I could treasure
But for now I'll sit and wait
I'm still burning though
Thought I'd let you know
Who you are
What you do
Makes me burn to be in you
(be in you)
Who you are
What you do
I'm burning to be in you
Thought I'd let you know
It Feels like I'm falling
I'm all on my own
Thought I'd let you know
It feels like I'm falling
I'm all on my own
Thought I'd let you know
Who you are
What you do
Makes me burn to be in you
(be in you)
Who you are
What you do
I'm burning to be in you
by hoobastank;
love the lyrics men.
it is like so true?yupps.said what is inside me.
hate to bid you goodbye
ok.today had the sports day rehersal.
the sun abit not hot larh.but after all it is quite nice.
the dance by the various i snice?but i think they not tht ready yet.
yupps.and i luv Blue hse the songbut i dont really lke the dance
find red the nicest! -no offence.
boring lessons then.stayed back in sch to eat lunch with siew min.
thn took sch bus home
ok.i knw its childish larh.-looks at siewminandjingyu
but its a free ride!haha.yarhs.
well.blog off here frm now.oh be4 i do tht
LAURA;
well.did not really have time to tok to you today.Hope tmr will have more
time?yarhhs.I have alot to tell you.something i kept for very long?
yarrhs.so hope tmr can tok to you.-unless u dun want?
hahas.aniway,no matter wht i still luv u lots!-bigfathug
;my saviour; he's in me
Monday, April 12
8:16 pm
heys!not realli alot happened todae.
is just that i did not beatsumone in 6 rnds running 2dae!? rahhs.sportsgirl larh me.
and she wht Dance? and my chinese test also lose to her.
hiaz.must improve my stamina and win her next wk.(=
thn had maths class test.did not knw how to do alot of ques.
all the ans abit not diff fom daphne larh.
thn got back chinese test !48/50! but thts for yuedu so not tht gd abt
another test paper which we got back.got 38/50.blahhs
tht is the one did nt beat her!
thn stayed back in sch do hmk wif abi and huiyu.wanted to go back wif siew min but in the end went hm with jingyu.Sorry! )=
yupps.thts abt all.nuthing much.buut leg very paiin now cause run 6rnds?
so pokk larh me.hiaz.dunnoe why these few daes lke gt so many troubles?
troubled.Confused.pinning.wadeverrr-rrrr and jingyu arh.dun anihow thnk larh.
cause wht u thinking is wrng.
but u have the right to thnk wht u wnt.
i cant stop u.
-shld calm down now?
u dnt lk too happy
who gave you the unecssary trouble
your eyes lk like ul sad for days and nights
is it tht serious
had you and her come to a stage where it is unsolvable
i dont lk too gd
'cause ur expression made me upset
you dont understand
the relationship between me and you
is only i love you where you dont love me
shld i challenge the girl you like
it lks like the right time
but it is only when u come crying to me
tht you still like her alotalot
and cant bear to leave her
i try as hard as i cld to hide my true feelings and comfort you
but act my heart is bleeding like the volcano eruption
shld i persuade you to leave her
but i cant bear to bring myself to do it no matter what
as when u come smiling to me
saying tht i am the best
but in the frendship way
i dont dare and do not have the courage to tell you
Dont treat me as a friend as i wish to become ur lover
;my saviour; he's in me
Sunday, April 11
1:26 pm
Friends are the greatest thing in life
Hello!Sorry everybody.
was a little down this few days.
cause of i dunnoe wat.
just felt down.
but u all ppl were there for me when i needed u!
wata thnk all the ppl who encourage me!
i wil be there for you to when u need me okae?
i wld fall if u all were nt there.
yupps.u all were the best ppl in my life!
feeling better now adi.
but my eyes is stil alittle pain.
sia. /: .but i cant wait to go sch tmr to see u all ppl.
and receive all my hugs!
Luv u guys!
nuthing happened much these few days.
eat,sleep,watch tv and yarss.tats all.
think alot also. i think i xiang kai adi.
yupps.begin to think pos liao.
im feeling better hahas.lalalas.
yupps.shall stop here.seeya ppl in sch!
grateful to have gd frenz and seniors
who encourage me and tok to me
when i was down! the worst ppl in life
are not beggars or ppl who are out of luv
but ppl who do not have friends by their side
when they are down (: !
hakuna matata-it means no worries for the rest of your days no matter what happens; there's always someone who cares for you. and alwaes look on the positive side of things. cos to every bad thing, there's alwaes sth good.
laura-thnks for this motto!
thank you laura,lorraine,yu ai,xunning,alyssa,hui yu and denise!
u were there to encourage me when i was down!
i will also do the same okae?! (:
;my saviour; he's in me
Saturday, April 10
11:03 am
realise i wont be urs now,lter,the next day and the whole lifetime
;my saviour; he's in me
even when tears fill my eyes i swear i'll never cry
love sucks like shit
thnging is even worse
;my saviour; he's in me
In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies
In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'll never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, stnding on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cause true love never dies
And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
And its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies
say goodbye.
remember that song?
how we almost cried on graduation?
when we met just now...
i felt like i had just got to know you.
everything we had these past two years had evaporated...
into nothingness.
you've changed.
i've changed.
everything's disappeared.
everything.
;my saviour; he's in me
Friday, April 9
6:20 pm
My father is such a irritating pig!
Only knw how to cane or scold ppl larh
nobody ask him to clear up the thng wat!
does he knw tat im already vry sad??
Still make me cry
I had swear nt to cry infront of him larh.
he got his wishes man!
My eyes adi so pain stil let it pain summore!
Irritating!
Why is there nobody to comfort me!
When everbody have one
and when i ask them to give me some of their time
or a hug or sumtink
they not happy like tat!
Fine larh!jus leave me alone!
Wats wrng wif me?
am i tat detestable?
S-i-c-ke-n-i-n-g!!!
Fcuk.
Pain is arnd me all the time
;my saviour; he's in me
felt very sick todae.
my eyes are swollen!
yucckks! blahhs! sicko!
went to see the doctor in the morning
didnt ate lunch as i tot of fasting
but everyone ate till my saliva wanted to drop
went to grandmother hse after tht.
stayed there till three.ate medicine
applied oilment on my eyes.
ate sumtink as i cant stand the temptation.
went home and online now.
act had tuition lter but 'cause of my eyes i postpone it
with my sisters one.
goanna catch some sleep now i tink.
i want a hug frm sumone i tink alittle hug cld help me alittle but !?
feel so sicko and sad inside?
sia.Need a hug!!!
;my saviour; he's in me
i wont try to forget u
as forgetting u could let my heart bleed like hell
i will keep u silently in my heart
and not tell you how i realli feel
as im scared of rejection and regrets
i will thng of the old times i had with you
i wont thng of the sweet times u spent wif ppl
as it hurts
jus want you to knw tht i will alwaes be by ur side
i have been waiting for you
even thgh im tired and sick
i'll alwaes be ur crying shoulder
im not sure whther tis is true love
but i knw tht it hurts.
thank you jingyu!!!(:
for toking so much sense in me!
u were there when i needed u.
realised everthng im tinking is wrong.
if u need me im here okae?!
iloveyouuuuuu!!! :)
;my saviour; he's in me
Thursday, April 8
10:53 pm
I loved God!!!
Feel tat i have grown fat:(
Just watched passion of the christ!
So sad!!! Cried alot?
Yeahs.I love Godd!!
He take up all our sins himself!:)
yarrs!I stil feel so sick and my eyes is still swolen?!:(
Sia.Sickening
Do not trust anybody
;my saviour; he's in me
i appear nt to care abt u infront of ppl
But in my heart i care abt you till no wrds can describe
When u said u r staying up to keep her company
im jealous all over
I noe i dun have the right to be jealous
I have to say nthng at all
Even if im jealous
I cant sae anthng cause i do not have the courage
But i will wait for you forever cause i love you
;my saviour; he's in me
Sorry!so long never blog liao!:(
everyday so busy and sick so yarrs.no time and energy to blog.
nothing much happened tis few daes.
more time of seeing tat sickening person.
less time of sleeping.
less time of being wif frenz.
todae had morning jog.
the 5ghosts were the last lorh.
we were like really the last.of the whole secs 1?!
the who finished second round we haven even started 2nd round!
whoas!watched show in mpr lter.
so sad! deciding to fast maybe tmr?
sia.then had eng.So fun!But too bad we lost the game!
but we were realii united!not sore losers also.clapped for the winner
who had potato chips!hmph!
then usual lessons and pc.
listen how the interact club members went to the shangrila to help
the children.yupps.went macs wif jingyu and siewmin after sch.
eat and then study.then went back hm.bought cyndi disc so i can go wif
my fren to the autograph sessions!yahhs!
tats all i guess?!listening to cyndi disc now.
i just want you to be happy.
why must i suffer all this
i still dun have the courage to face your smile
when i want to run away
the more i cant
maybe it will be better if im silly alittle bit i will and do not need/want to know everything.
the sweetness you left me is too perfect
theres chocolate,strawberry and lemon
good,so i do not to think of you till my heart stopped beating
good or bad
it doesnt matter
i have long lost the strength to escape
sweet dreams,soft kisses,sour happiness
the sweet bottle opened
and i lost all the taste i cant bear to lose wif
the sweetness has been replaced with tears
slowly dissolving it.
;my saviour; he's in me
Monday, April 5
6:23 pm
Can sumone send me a person who loved me;sick and tired of of being alone
sia.What a way to start a blog!
Prize presentation in the morning.
Me,daphne,abigail cheeredvery loudly yaryar.had sore throat larh.
sorri!did not cheer properly for our seniors!
pe after tht.had to run 5 rnds.dunoe why my stomach so pain.had to rest after running for a while? so sicko.
unfair!and timing was taken?15mins.funni.
wants sumone to take care after me
hiaz.boring lessons after tht.
had a nice recess with the five ghosts!
Chao funni larh!abbo (: audrey (: Yu ai (: daph (:
art very messy.paint colour wheel?
hahas.lalalas.chinese lessons ?
sumone vominted? teacher scolede us for nt helping?
oh pls! we were sitting at the back!!!!!:(
so many ppl in front?no oxygen?anyway she got her goody-two-shoes
there???all she needs is her lorh.
and when she gv me back my test paper was wrong?
i mean another fren one.the way she give me like throw food to cat?
pls lorh.when i tell her wrng ppr.she gvs face?!!
dunnoe hu gv wrongly larh!
went com.lab to ipw.
went hm wif siew min afte tat!
hiaz.nuthing much?
want to say sorry to
-abbi;sorry,kept hitting you and leaving you out!
-yuai;sorri,ate ur pizza?did not noe.
NOT SORRI to HER for gving me the wrng ppr.
wadever!wants sumone to protect me
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come thn come stitch!
suppose to run 5 runs !thn stomach pain?dunoe whie?
UNfair!15mins larh! Idiot.sickening!
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
in computer lab now!
hahas.lalalas.suppose to do ipw but thn dunoe how come ended in my blog!
So boring todae?
dunoe why my stomach pian pian todae come
;my saviour; he's in me
Sunday, April 4
11:11 pm
So bored now?
so shall update alittle.
did not go church.
Glad and not glad.Siaz.
went causeway point walk walk wif whole family
then went there the horizon kopitiam eat.
was a little crowded so had to find space/
ate ban mian.shared with my mummy.
felt very sick.use lots of tissue for my nose.
feel like vomiting?Hiaz.No appetite.
dunnoe whie like tat?Lunch also like tat.
So sicko.Hate feeling sick.My whole family like then feel down also.
felt tat everybody feeling down ;cause of me and my bro as we're sick?
mother snap at everybody.Hiaz.
Dunnoe how to go sch tmr.i mean how to face ppl.
Maybe tat classmateof mine will not come to sch to avoid me and the rest?
Hope she dun come arh.
make everything easy for everybody?
scared of tmr
Tmr got hockey prize presentation!
will cheer for everybody!even ********
yupps!cause is everybody's gong lao!
3 Cheers for stnicks!
Hip hip hooray!
Hip hip hooray!
Hip hip hooray!
hahas.lalalas.
Luv everybody in c'div and b'div
although nt very shou larh.
okae.maybe nt all.but luv the pqs,ejs,abi and yarrss.
well shall end here?
see everybody tmr!
and rem to cheer loudly!
;my saviour; he's in me
Hey!LOVE my seniors alot!!!
Especially LAURA and LORRAINE!!!
Thnks so much for ur comforting and support.
hahas.No jus want to sae;
i will also be by ur side no matter wat happens
if anybody bully u all,we will always support u all!
Love all my senior!Love Laura,Love Lorraine,Love Jingyu,
Love teresa,Love meixian,Love Ruiyin,Love siewmin!!
How could we do without u ppl!
;my saviour; he's in me
Was I ever loved by u; Hiaz.So sian todae.
Ate 4 char shao bao 2dae!
Gonna be fat soon.
and tmr still have to run 5 bloody runs for pe?
and dun even noe if hockey still have to run anot
Sia.Stamina very bad adi.On friday suppossed to have
pt.have to take timing for 4 rnds?
But we the 5ghost-except yuai run onli 2 runs
then darm tired adi.so we walk the other 2 rnds.
sang powerpuff girls and one christmas song?
Chao funni!Everybody was like staring at us?
espacially the sec 2 seniors.Mad at us for not running?
stamina already chao lan still dun run.
Hiaz.Watch huanzhu gege jus now.Touching larh.
ate duck rice.took abt 30 mins to finish 1 packet?
dunnoe wats wrng wif me.No appetite.playing wif the rice?
Sia.feel so bored.Regretted not going to cheer the senior ystd?
they had so much fun lorhs.I also want to you fu tong xiang hia.nxt time 11-aside.im going even if its the end of the wrld?
dun care adi.
Jus realized im sick?Had flu frm tis morning?
wasted lots and lotsof tissue.
hate feeling sick.did not even study?
dunnoe wat to study.Going to church lter i tink.
Boring.But i learn lots.hahas.
Feel and dun feel like going to sch tmr.
Dunnie how to face sum1 in sch tmr?
It is like going to be a war tmr.
*dreads tmr
wants to end it all
;my saviour; he's in me
Saturday, April 3
5:02 pm
St Nicks HOCKEY Team Rocks!!!
whoas!got CHAMPS in the 6-aside!
Beaten everybody!!!Well done!
Even though i nt there to play larh but I
am still happy wat.GO St Nicks! All the way!
:)hahas.
cant believe so happy now.
ystdae was so sad lorh.
jus because of that sickening disgusting idiotic asshole bitch.
she is such a LOSER.winning everybody's pity larh.
and I get all the blame!
Funni.she is such a MORON!
everybody tinks she is such a nice person and im a baddie.
Irritating.She is breaking up my Life!caused everbody to cry 'cause of her?
my tears so unworthly flow because of her ?
Hiazz.Better calm down before i cry agn.
:( Fcuk her larh.
Life in total mess now
;my saviour; he's in me
Hey!Have a new blog liao!
all thnk to audrey shih of 1 loyalty!
-appluase -cheers
haha.but thnks audrey!
iloveyouuverymuch-morethanwrdscansay.
:)-stupid!
;my saviour; he's in me
Friday, April 2
6:12 pm
idiot !
i hlped yoo do liao
:)
add your own links if want okay ?
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loveyou !
